it just doesnt seem as it is.

all along,
i thought that my blog is deserted.
i thought the only people who ever comes to my blog,
are my online friends.
i didnt know that my classmates do come to my blog to read.
but, NOW I KNOW!
hohohohohoho!
well, to jiakang & damen,
NICE ONE TODAY. =X
yeah, i know i'm being mean.
but, she does deserve it.
[ no offence seriously. just speaking from e bottom of my heart. ]
jiakang looked so serious and angry.
it was so damn scary larh.
he looked as if he might really hit her anytime.
and just when one wave of anger passed.
another came crashing down on her like a tsunami.
could practically hear them shouting at each other 2 floors away.
i was still telling Mich that day,
that one day, someone will teach her a lesson.
well, we made a guessing on who it'll be.
and i won. :D
the whole classroom atmosphere so intense.
everyone was stiffling with laughter?
i mean, who dared to laugh out loud at that point of time?
but you could see the ridiculous smile on everyone's face.
its the kind of smile you get when you are trying not to laugh,
but the emotion is strong that this weird smile spreads across your face.
you do get what i mean do you?

to Ling:
SORRY!
i didnt mean to get you scolded.
forgive me please!
he forced me to say who.
i really didnt say who it is.
but he guessed it i think.
I'M SO SORRY!
i tried persuading him not to scold you.
i hoped it worked.
really didnt mean to get you scolded!
SO SORRY!

I Wanted You
i went to Genn's blog today.
i have no idea why.
but her blog always has these very nice songs.
and i would always fall in love with the songs in her blog.
apologies to Genn for taking your blog song.
but i thought that everyone should get a chance to know this song.
this song is really very sweet and alluring.
so are the lyrics.

well, just like Genn.
i've decided to include the lyrics for this song.
so enjoy people!

Song: I Wanted You
Artist: Ina

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me.
I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close..
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

to all who are worried bout me
please do not worry anymore.
i am really fine.
after so many days,
my tears have dried up in me.
and the sadness have just been all locked up somewhere in me.
yeah, i do still love him.
but since things have turned out this way,
i cant help but keep moving on.
things will work out its own way as time passes.
who knows the future yeah?
just because i have failed in the category love,
it doesnt mean that..
i have to cry non-stop like those silly girls [no offence]..
i have to lock myself up and get all quiet..
i have to get all depressed and emotional..
i have to lose all my friends..
i have to NOT act like me!
i am ME. and i will always be ME.
nothing can change that fact.
i'll be living my life as per normal.
feel free to ask me for advise if you ever need them.
HEY! just because i am emotionally hurt,
it doesnt mean that i am emotionally crippled.
i'm still here to give people advises and help when needed.
i'm right here for all of you. ESPECIALLY HIM.
A true Friend i am,
A true Lover i'll be.. ♥

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