ecstatic smiles that would never vanish.
okay. i just cant stop smiling right now.
been grinning from ear to ear non-stop ever since just now..
but i figured i'd manage to reduce it a little by blogging.
so here i am (:
firstly,
i'll just grumble a little.
PEARLIEEEE.
how could you forget about me for the second night in a row?!
i thought i reminded you this morning again!
gosh... you're really getting very very forgetful.
secondly.
this is to my GENN dear.
girl. if there's anything that you ever need just give me a call.
i can give you a "THERAPY" session whenever you need one alrights?
i know at times,
when the past just hits you all of a sudden.
you would find it very hard to breathe at that point of time.
its like you wish for time to revert back. yet it cant. and it wont.
we've all got to move on.
i know you've been doing your very best to walk on.
i can see you walking. even running. at times.. EVEN DANCING! (:
take things easy.
and like what i said.
need me just call. i'll be here for you girl.
just as you have been for me when i needed you.
thanks alot for the advices, the encouragement and everything.
you rawkk gen girl. (:
thirdly.
gosh.. although i've written like..
2 paragraphs? and i still cant stop smiling.
feel like a completely dumb girl now.
is this what bliss really is? because its been ages since i felt like this.
knowing that there's someone out there for me.
someone that i can reply and depend on.
it really fills one with complete warmth.
i think that warmth is known as happiness.
now i really understand by what this phrase means.
be patient and wait. you'll soon be rewarded handsomely.
but yeah.. happy waiting.
its an incredibly arduous task.
the no. of times you swore you're going to give up.
but somehow, you just never do.
having to weave your life, despite having been pricked by the needle several times.
sometimes, its just these few drops of blood
that makes us wanna just hang in there.
the only encouragement we'll ever need.
yes. i know it hurts. but whats after pain?
its the reward that comes next.
the reward that you deserve for hanging in there despite of
those situations where you'll find yourself swearing and cursing non-stop,
wondering why you're self-torturing yourself by doing this.
well, by-standers might criticise you saying you're dumb.
they'll say that you're better off not waiting.
and you'll be saying something along this line.
"okayokay. i get what you mean. i'll stop waiting already."
but somehow, you never just do.
no matter how much you hate waiting, you'll just do it.
because you know that whatever's at the end waiting for you is worth it all.
OH YES. i've finally gotten my English back.
for the past few posts, i've been unable to type a decent post.
the English was all crap and nonsensical.
even i got completely disgusted with what i was typing.
and damn! what a brilliant 3rd paragraph i just wrote.
if only i could convert all that into an essay called waiting.
i'd get full-marks for it! (just joking!)
well.. reminds me. in the past.
Mrs V did give us a Writing Burst Topic called "waiting".
i only scored 8/10 for that topic.
IF ONLY I COULD SUBMIT WHAT I JUST WROTE TO HER IN THE PAST.
i would definitely get a 10/10! (i would, right?)
okay. i've got to run.
going to stay over-night at my cousin's house again.
which so completely rawkkkks.
its so peaceful and quiet there. i can really get use to that sort of life.
though it sucks knowing that i wont get to swim this weekend. (you get what i mean, yeah?)
and i have yet to enter AuditionSEA for AGES.
i've a feeling im going to get slaughtered when i go in.
well, i cant really help it, can i?
i've been stucked to MSN constantly for the past weeks.
and.. i sort of.. cant bear to leave.
anyway. wish me luck!
lets just hope that my darling sisters aint going to kill me the next time we meet up. (OOPS!)
P.S. twin bro.
dont get a toothache when you read this.
i know its really sweet.
but well, you deserve the chocolates.
and i want my lollipops and candy canes!
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