It is officially the 1st of January 2015, therefore HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2014 has been an unexpected year.
I started off the year with a new year resolution that it would be the year of being 'AWESOME' again. How I came about to that resolution was because as I reflected back on the past 2 years of my life.. I felt miserable and pathetic.
I lost sight of how one's life should be led. I lost sense of how to be alive — how to feel alive. I lost my way in being one with life.
Hence I decided that I would find myself again and work towards feeling genuine joy for myself and for the very fact that, I'm alive.
With that said, so many changes occurred in my life. I learnt so many lessons that I wouldn't trade anything for. Including my break-up with Rod.
Theoretically speaking, I should be devastated about it, and perhaps even grieving still... however.. I was (and am) surprisingly cheerful and strong about it.
There were definitely moments of sadness and I had my days of crying my eyeballs out, wailing loudly "WHYYY????????".. but those days are so over.
Photo taken post-breakup: Day out at River Safari
If it aren't obvious enough, we're still besties. I'd still kick his ass anytime if he acts like a fucking immature selfish brat.
Just like how he would growl real deep, take an incredibly deep breath and mutter through his clenched teeth about what a bitch I still am.
#gottalovethisdudeman #takesmyshitanytime #hasmybackalways
#thanksamillionchicken #ioweyouforever
In this year, I've traveled THRICE!
FIRST TO TAIWAN
Stayed in one of the VIP rooms in our hotel. Fuck yeah
Put my make-up on in front of a window that displayed a gorgeous mountain view
Realised what an incredibly low tolerance level I have for cold weathers *yikes*
Took more selfies than I can ever remember
(Note: this aren't a selfie but I'm posting this up anyway because I look adorable and the presence of the cat made me look even cuter! Thick-skin like that, thanks)
THEN TO KRABI 
Fugly duck-face photo but it was either a duck face or a fat face. I chose the former (cool shades yes?)
I went white water rafting and.. I was noob enough to have somehow been thrown out of my seat during the bumpy ride, and so I flew and landed in a heap on the floor of the raft.
The rafters stared at me like "wtf just happened?!" #epicfail #soembarassing
Dressed up super prettily to take gorgeous beach photos at Hong island and guess what, 5 minutes onto the speedboat and it started to fucking POUR.
In under 2 minutes, I was completely drenched, my hair was dripping wet and without a single doubt, my makeup was ruined.
THANK YOU, WEATHER. YOU WERE SO HELPFUL. #firstworldpains
The trip was still bloody awesome though. Even though I had an episode of food poisoning induced by coconut milk. (Me and my weak stomach)
AND LASTLY, TO BANGKOK (which happened not too long ago!) 
Spent my 2014 Christmas in Bangkok!
I hadn't been to Bangkok in 10 years. The last time I went, I was 11.
Bangkok wasn't so developed yet. I recall the city still being rather run down, the malls were not that fantastic but the exchange rate and the food is still as awesome as I had remembered LOL.
It was great to be back there again. The change... wow. Guess I wasn't the only one/thing growing!
That store name. Ah so apt. #stampofapproval
Le puffball was born!!!!! And I officially became an aunt #OLD
A particular granny touched my heart in ways that I could never have imagined was possible #mayyouforeverrestinpeace
I asked her what she drew, and she gave me her explanation: "This is a park. There is a big tree in the middle of the park. The big tree has a hole in its tree trunk, and behind the tree lies a wooden bench, for which a man is sitting on that wooden bench."
That moment of realisation that hit me when I understood what she had drawn... I burst out in laughter not at her drawing but rather at her vivid imagination and creativity.
My heart became warmer that very instant and I have never felt more at place. Thank you granny for all the life lessons and all the love that you have showered upon me. I can never thank you enough.
And last but not least, ACADEMIC YEAR IS FUCKING OVER (good riddance)
Fucking not going back to school until I feel that I am ready to take on the student role again (which will probably not be for another half a decade at minimum)
ALL HAIL 2015!
Hence I decided that I would find myself again and work towards feeling genuine joy for myself and for the very fact that, I'm alive.
With that said, so many changes occurred in my life. I learnt so many lessons that I wouldn't trade anything for. Including my break-up with Rod.
Theoretically speaking, I should be devastated about it, and perhaps even grieving still... however.. I was (and am) surprisingly cheerful and strong about it.
There were definitely moments of sadness and I had my days of crying my eyeballs out, wailing loudly "WHYYY????????".. but those days are so over.
If it aren't obvious enough, we're still besties. I'd still kick his ass anytime if he acts like a fucking immature selfish brat.
Just like how he would growl real deep, take an incredibly deep breath and mutter through his clenched teeth about what a bitch I still am.
#gottalovethisdudeman #takesmyshitanytime #hasmybackalways
#thanksamillionchicken #ioweyouforever
In this year, I've traveled THRICE!
Took more selfies than I can ever remember
(Note: this aren't a selfie but I'm posting this up anyway because I look adorable and the presence of the cat made me look even cuter! Thick-skin like that, thanks)
Fugly duck-face photo but it was either a duck face or a fat face. I chose the former (cool shades yes?)
I went white water rafting and.. I was noob enough to have somehow been thrown out of my seat during the bumpy ride, and so I flew and landed in a heap on the floor of the raft.
The rafters stared at me like "wtf just happened?!" #epicfail #soembarassing
Dressed up super prettily to take gorgeous beach photos at Hong island and guess what, 5 minutes onto the speedboat and it started to fucking POUR.
In under 2 minutes, I was completely drenched, my hair was dripping wet and without a single doubt, my makeup was ruined.
THANK YOU, WEATHER. YOU WERE SO HELPFUL. #firstworldpains
The trip was still bloody awesome though. Even though I had an episode of food poisoning induced by coconut milk. (Me and my weak stomach)
I hadn't been to Bangkok in 10 years. The last time I went, I was 11.
Bangkok wasn't so developed yet. I recall the city still being rather run down, the malls were not that fantastic but the exchange rate and the food is still as awesome as I had remembered LOL.
It was great to be back there again. The change... wow. Guess I wasn't the only one/thing growing!
Le puffball was born!!!!! And I officially became an aunt #OLD
A particular granny touched my heart in ways that I could never have imagined was possible #mayyouforeverrestinpeace
I asked her what she drew, and she gave me her explanation: "This is a park. There is a big tree in the middle of the park. The big tree has a hole in its tree trunk, and behind the tree lies a wooden bench, for which a man is sitting on that wooden bench."
That moment of realisation that hit me when I understood what she had drawn... I burst out in laughter not at her drawing but rather at her vivid imagination and creativity.
My heart became warmer that very instant and I have never felt more at place. Thank you granny for all the life lessons and all the love that you have showered upon me. I can never thank you enough.
And last but not least, ACADEMIC YEAR IS FUCKING OVER (good riddance)
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